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yeah he his but in Greek mythology his name is well i can't spell it but anyways can we move on to something else like why i started this forum, to talk about problems?

I have a play coming up in two weeks of Narnia and I'm Edmund! I've been rehearsing my lines for 5 hours straight! My eyes are so fucking tired!

so your playing as a guy? i'm so so so sorry!

I LIKE the part, it's just I'm so fucking nervous!

Good luck

I hate men

well i wish you luck, and bredonfreak why do you hate men???

I caught her in the school bathroom with a knife against her throat. I stopped her but I'm so worried. If she died, I'd be a wreck.

do you know why she almost killed herself?

she needs to know someone is there for her tell her if she needs help with anything or needs to talk about anything if you luv her thats what she needs to hear

that probably means that this is not the best time in your life,im guessing?

Maybe this means you should try to sit her down ang talk to her.Tell her that there are many people in this world who love her.Ask her to tell you the problem so you can try to help her fix it.If all else fails,give your friend a big hug.That ALWAYS helps on the helping her calm down.

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I'm on your side.
Cutting is an addiction.It's a harsh one though.People who havnt tried it are gonna say its wrong and that it shouldn't be done,I used to say the same.But when I first felt that knife slip across my wrist,splitting the skin and spilling the blood...it was amazing.And then I got all the awkward stares and got sent to counsilors at school.I hated that attention so I started on my thighs and my chest.
I've tried to stop...almost did once.But I can't.I love the pain and the numbness that follows.I've gone so far as to carve words such as WORTHLESS into my left knee,LIAR into my right thigh,and my boyfriends name on the inside of my right thigh.And then I burned the words I LOVE YOU into my chest just above and partially on,my right breast.
I just don't care anymore.I used to try to hide it from people but I found there's no point.I cut myself whether people are watching or not.I figure it's none of their business.The only thing I worry about is my parents finding out.My parents are the only reason why I havnt gone to get the bleeding in my nose checked out.See,I have a drug and alcohol addiction.Especially cocaine.And like the cutting,I do drugs and drink alcohol anywhere including in school.And recently I've had a constant nosebleed.And I've been vomiting up blood for a while-since I tried to OD on Cocaine,Methadomes and Hydracodine.
I know I need to stop but I can't do it.I know I need help but I can't get that.1)I have an issue with letting people help me and 2)as I said,My parents cant know,so I just go about my days pretending to be fine.I know it's not the right path to travel.It's the only choice I have to keep myself from just commiting suicide.

P.S. My parents are jerks too.I'm Bipolar but my parents won't get me the medications to control it and they take the money I make at my job...

even though you don't want your parents to know abot this, you really need to get help! just get over your issue of letting people helping you and join a group.

i know where ur coming from u say people whove never done it dont understand, well i've been there and i know exactly what you mean pills, cutting, alcohol, weed, its all for one reason and its not a good life style find a good freind you can talk to not a counselor or even an adult for me it was my best freind matt. he helped me realize i wasnt worthless and some one cared about me. you need to find someone

well...of course i have problems...where 2 start, where 2 start...ah here we go. im not allowed 2 date til im 16!!!! omg! i hav a bf though. he is sooo cute. I LUV HIM!!!! well, my friends kinda hate me rite now. my trusted friend says they r just ealou that i hav a bf n they dont but i dont b-lieve so. ugh! we still hav 2 take CRTs soon. i had 2 sew this stupid bag in home ec. i got my fone taken away @ skool 2day. my bf's fone is bein r-tarded. yea, my life is just full of freakin problems...UGH!!!!!

can we please stop talking about cutting! its such a horrible thing and i hate even the word.
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>Jenny Valentine wrote:
Although I've ever done it and don't plan on it (I have a phobia of blood and needles), I can understand how it could be addicting... My mom cut herself when she was a teen due to personal issues, and found it as a way of gaining control in her life and releasing the internal pain.

...I don't know if it would work, but I saw a docu. where instead of cutting herself, a girl would snap a rubberband on her arm to get out the wanting to cut (i guess it gave her the same experience)... she would also buy red dye since it's the color of blood. I tuned in half way through, though.

(?_?) I don't know. The issue of cutting is a pretty complex one and can be difficult to explain, but I really hope you work on quiting, brendonfreak!!

Much of love,
Jenny

What is wrong with your brain?

Not to single you out, but I have been reading your posts on here, and they're just stupid--simply put. If you had bothered to read your way through this thread, you'd have seen the convo ended for the most part.
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>gossipgirl08 wrote:
can we please stop talking about cutting! its such a horrible thing and i hate even the word.
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>Jenny Valentine wrote:
Although I've ever done it and don't plan on it (I have a phobia of blood and needles), I can understand how it could be addicting... My mom cut herself when she was a teen due to personal issues, and found it as a way of gaining control in her life and releasing the internal pain.

...I don't know if it would work, but I saw a docu. where instead of cutting herself, a girl would snap a rubberband on her arm to get out the wanting to cut (i guess it gave her the same experience)... she would also buy red dye since it's the color of blood. I tuned in half way through, though.

(?_?) I don't know. The issue of cutting is a pretty complex one and can be difficult to explain, but I really hope you work on quiting, brendonfreak!!

Much of love,
Jenny